Other Stammerer Persons Change my way of thinking

Hy frends ......


 When i meet other stammerer then i feel very good i think i am not alone in my life whose stammer. then we talk to eachother & share own feeling regarding stammering & tb mujhe pta chla ki usko bhi meri trah hi problm hai or wo bhi 95% meri trah hi sochte hai . Hum 4 stammerer the hmme se ak thoda experience tha mtlb ki wo hmse jada janta tha stammering ke bare me usne hme btaya ki stammering ko overcome kaise krte hai? . first stage of this stammering is ACCEPTENCE . ye world bolne me to easy tha but isko apni real life me involve krna bhut difficult hai for stammering person or mai aj tk isko Involve ni kr paya hun apni life me.

 hm every sunday milte hai or is stammering ko overcome & apne apne thought ek durse se share krte hai hme bhut acha lgta hai . or inhone ne hi meri way of thinking change ki hai isse mai bhut jada khush hun... pehle mai hmesh sad alone rehta tha  but ab mai  thoda involve hone lga hun durse people ke beach me . or ye bhut acha hai hum jaise stammering ke liye .or aj mai ek normal people bnne ki kosis kr rha hun or apna sara concentrate stammering ke bjay apni study apni feild me lga rha hun..

First time in my life I got a stammering persons

Hiiii...Frendz my self sss.ss..ss.ss..Sandeep . I am from Chandigarh , I persuing b.tech from PTU (2012-2015) in CSE . Ye to thi meri general information jo meri sabhi frends ko pta hai , but  Some think  do not know anyone who has , & that is my STAMMERING jo sirf mujhe hi pta hai . Untill 5th standerd i was fine ,when i change my school i enter in new school meet new frendz in some where i feel fear to all students i dont know  why ?? becz  only me & 2 or 3 more students took new admition in my class & there was around 50 students in my class . In my class during fear of students & teacher strickness i dont know when my fear convert into stammer .& 5 to 8 standerd i dont know that i had stammer, then i entered in 10th standerd & then i relaize that i am stammer ,When i know that i am stammer then i was so sad & think why god choose me , world me kitne people hai only mujhe hi aisa kyu bnaya..i was always think why god being me stammer, always think same in classroom , bedroom , washroom , everywhere i think same... then i decided i speak minimum as soon as possible, jha bolna jruri hai bs wha bolu. but jha bolna hota tha wha pr  bhi hkla kr bolta tha...to sb mera mjak udate the school me, so meeri school life to bs aisi hi spend ho gyi.........

 Then i enter in college life means I took admition in polytechnic college . that time i know i  stammer,  my sinior frends told me in college first day only intoduction shedule , i scared becz i am stammer & jb mai apna introduction dunga or hkla kr bola to sb mere pe hsenge to ye soch kr mai  after 1 week  college gya . but in first day i was also scared because i stammer & or agr kisi ne kuch puch liya to maine kasie jwab dunga then mere mind me bhut sare situation ane lgi .ki agr aisa hua to or agr waisa hua to.. or is wjah se mai or tens ho gya tha...so i enter in my first lecture i was think ki plzz god introduction ho chuka  ho...or introduction ho chuka that,  then i say thakx to god .1st & 2nd  year to mere aise hi scared nikle . then i enter in 3 rd year it means i enter in new problm & that problm was i stutter during attendence. some time  some students  was laughing on me when i stutter during my attendence time. i was feel very sad  that time know anyone understand me i was so alone..or kabhi kabhi to sochta tha ki societ kr lu  :( . but kabhi himmt ni hui uski.. one day i think about stammer .what is stammer ?? & solution of stammer ?? then i search on internet tb mujhe pta chla . i m not only stammer in world or india  there is so many stammer  tb ja kr mujhe thoda sa relax feel hua.  but maine apni life me kabhi kisi stammer se ni mila tha. . i saw so many therapist in india on internet but parents ko btane ki kabhi himmt ni ki. shayd  unhone ne bhi kabhi notice ni kiya tha ki i m stammer mai us time kuch bhi ni kr skta tha. mai jada kisi se bat ni krta tha. bs akele apne me hi rehta tha. or mujhe apne me hi acha lgta tha.. or kb meri ye adat meri habbit bn gyi pta hi ni chla. bs aeisi hi meri polytechnic life bhi spend  ho gyi..........

then i entered in b.tech engg. college i was so happy & excited because i  admition in engg. college. but stammer ka dr khi ni khi meri dil or dimag me baitha tha wo kb jg jay ye pta ni tha. same  engg. college me bhi mere sath asia hi hua jaisa polytechnic college me hua , that mai prblm was that attendence problm . polytechnic me to thik tha just say only "yes mam ". but engg. college me hmari attendence ek alg sheet pe likhte hai sir ya mam hmse hmara roll no. puchte the..or mera roll no.89 mujhe bhut prblm hoti thi 89 bolne me kyi bar to mai atak jata tha or sare students hste the mere pr. or mai kabhi kisi se faltu bat ni krta tha. bs akele apne me hi rehta tha..sirf mujhe pta hai us time mere pe kya react hota tha mai tut chuka tha mere colg jane ka mn nhi krta tha.. or agr college gya bhi to bunk marne ka dil krta tha. i was very stress & i was so alone . then  mujhe internet pe TISA ke bare me  pta chla or TISA ke throught mai  3 , 4 stammer se face to face mila then mujhe kafi relax feel hua ki mai akela nhi hu. or bhi kafi sare stammer hai. thnkx TISA for change me thought.